DuNn0e

2010-06-07T04:13:00.003-07:00

i'll blog tmr ! :X
(i write le, trust me.. to whoever who does look at a dead blog ;p)

thursday , september 10, 2009

2009-09-10T05:44:00.000-07:00

wow since a long long time i've post something..
and almost forgot that i have a blog .. lol !!
haha .. quiet alot of thing had happen since the last time i've post ..
don't wanna list the whole thing but some .. haha
first was the army open house thing :D
where by its my first time taking a school for a tour :D
ya, i had a time of my life :DD
if i have another chance ... i wouldn't mind taking that same group again .. :P
haha :D

next would be the mt. ophir in malaysia :D
haha :D it was fun, meet alot of new friends ..
climb the mt ophir. and once again, if i had the chance ..
i would wanna climb it again ..
but this time , no short-cuts , hard-core and more :D
but ya .. don't think would have that chances ..

next, wow. jd,wp,cy,hd and rn. when for the ssc ..
once again congratz for getting staff sgt :DD
haha .. this time. i'm not wishing for anything ..
cause i wouldn't wanna be bothered about it ..

finally, grade 3 here i come!!
dear miss apple, show some care and concern..
i guess i would keep quiet for sometime now.
i'm tired :DD
and pissss..

i think i shall stop here ..
need to entertain people :DDD

Tuesday , 14 july , 2009

2009-07-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

haha. on this particular day ..
i'm gonna post .. lol!!
and today i know that this dead blog actually got still got people reading de wor ..
actually is .. once reading by people de wor ..
haha.

ok ..
first thing .. hmmm,yesterday was the health screening thing ...
i got a very huge shock ..
haha. The nurse ..
say i'm fat .. need excerices ..
lol ..
haiix wireless still not able to use at home .. sad ..
ok..
i think imma post more next time la..
haha .. lazy.
tommorrow still got test !!! arh !!

sunday , june 14 , 2008

2009-06-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

today, went for the IT show at suntec convention hall ~!
and kinda recontract my line for the lenovo ideapad s10 ...
but i didn't get it on the spot ..
need to wait untill 13 july ..
and still made me sit untill my butt cramp ~!!!
haix..
i don't know what to post these days ..
but then since i'm posting now ..
i want tell bf dudtte .. that i'm sorry for not talking to her much this days ...
i'm really sorry ~!!! very sorry ~!!
hope that bf dudette could forgive bf dude saijie ..
saijie don't wanna lose you ~!!!
I'M SORRY BF GELIEN~!!!!
please forgive me ..

monday , 18 may , 2008

2009-05-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

updating at a time when everyone should be mugging :D
no la ..
just woke up from a horrible morning/afternoon ..
not like the usual hehe. haha. hoho. days which i can manage to joke with you guys ..
haha. hehe. hoho. Haish ~!
eating dinner at supper time ;D
ok..
everything's wrong today ..
don't care .. its gonna end anyway .. :DD
its gonna be tommorrow le :]
PHYSICS ~!!
jyjyjyjyjy to everyone ba :}}

i think im gonna sleep again/mug .. haha.

the day is coming .. you know right ? misses ..

friday , may 15 , 2009

2009-05-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

haha. today finally end of maths paper .. haha.
i know still got 3 more papers and then 4 more days to holidays .. xDD
not really a holiday ..
marking day ... lolz ..
haish . maths didn't finish the last question .. graph ~!!
wth .. lolz ..
haha. then after exams ..
go play like kids at playground ..
;p
still got work ..
gonna work hard ~! xD
last min .. ;D

if i say i miss you .. would you say you miss me too ?

wednesday , may 6 , 2009

2009-05-06T05:29:00.000-07:00

hmm.. not really in the mood but .. gonna share a word which i think i should remind myself ...
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i'm really feeling really really sick and tired of feeling alone , you have nodded your head that you have agree to be with me ...
does that mean i have to face everything myself?
i tot you would be there for me de?
don't say about apple ba ...
i don't really feel that i have any real friends lor ..
where their problems are always bigger then mine ...
and that i'm just another guy whose just sitting at a corner of the class room who will say jokes to entertain you !!!!
what the fuck ?!
i'm not jokking ..
please ..
i really treasure you guys ,
can you guys don't left me behind ?
why ?? haish ...
i really really treasure you guys .. really ...
really tired .. don't wanna talk any more ...

sunday , april 19 , 2009

2009-04-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

what you guys, want me to update ?
I'm sick , this few days,
friend don't trust me anymore ..
having nightmares everytime ..
like when you call someone .. they couldn't hear you ..
they just continue walkin ..
no one care to listen ..
some, just have problems bigger than yours ..
friends .. have position le ..
jiu too busy ...
i'm tired of shy-ness ..
i don't want do the 'eatin' alone ..

... aiya ...
this short post .. talk about almost everyone ...
who meant the whole to me ...
i'm tired..

if you don't understand , just treat this as an "anyhow post"

wednesday , April 08, 2009

2009-04-08T03:43:00.000-07:00

haha. hihi ~!!
its been some time since i've posted .. ;D
and haha. found out that got people view my blog one wor .. xD
ok anyway .. i've been kinda busy ba :DD
and ok. lazy hehe.
haha. schools, hmmm.. MYE coming .. so ya, jiayou to everyone ~!!!
today, my eng teacher got talk about friends ;DD
and the really make me really feel that ...............................................................
then ya, carry on .. today got P.O.A workshop :)
saw a.pple walkin' down the stairs .. walked her home , talk along the way :D
or else i would go and play basket ball with bernard le ba .. :X
haha. recovered from a broken tumb :D
tommorrow got P.E again :]
so maybe can go and break another tumb ;DD
jokking ~!!
haha. hmmm, and ya.. if your reading this ..
i wanna learn this song for the classical guitar ..
to play it for you .. xDD
ok la .. still need to pay for alot of stuff and stuff ..
don't know got $$ to learn from outside or what la ..
hmmm , friday , going out with [PS] and friends ;D
haix .. so far .. xD
but ya , promissed ..
and haiixx ~!!! tommorrow got chemistry test .. WTH righ ? ;D
ok .

To: bf dudette
if your lookin' at this ..
i haven talk to you since i don't know when ..
and ya.. wanna know how you've been ..
haha. even thought knowing your coming back le :D

hao ba .. i think talk untill here ba ..
fathers home ~!!!

sunday , march 22 , 2009

2009-03-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

yea , camps are over ;]
ok la , just a little update :] cause still got hmwks ~!!!
ITS MY BIRTHDAY ;D
I WANT PRESENTS :DD
A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO WHO WHO REMEMBER TODAY xDDDDDDDD
haha ..
and ya ..
the camp rocks ~!!!
haha
nites xD

thursday , march 12 , 2009

2009-03-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

hey guys ,
the march hoildays are soooo close :D
hehe
tmr is the EVG sports day ..
comp also almost finish updating and stuff ..
cause just reformated ..
lost so many songs . ;D
but still can get from friends one la . xD
hehe ..
ya , then today .. as pernormal ba ..
but at CO today..
i wanna say a big SORRY to melissa ..
cause CO the practice made us , the LIA ppl xD
cannot go for LIA camp ..
which is totally un fair right ?
and ya ... i'm really sorry melissa
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i promiss i wouldn't like rude to you and stuff ..
forgive me la , ;D

saijie ,
bye all ;D

sunday , march 01 , 2009

2009-02-28T20:24:00.000-08:00

hey guys , ;]
just came back from camp yesterday ..
haha slept more then 10 hours .. so didn't update yesterday
ok .. i'm having abit of flu now .. or something else la .. don't know ..
so ya , going to update more tmr or other days .. :]
link you guys asap
and then eh zixin .. wrong URL?
byes.. guys..

friday . february 13 , 2009

2009-02-13T02:11:00.000-08:00

hihi all ~!
haha .. finally a update ..
but ya .. lazy to do the links .. hhe
don't hate me for that ..
ok ..
getting sick for this few days ...
haix .. first .. CO and NCC crash ..
then some more have no choice..
mush choose CO ..
not that its not good or anything ..
but ya ..
you can't expect that syf got gold and then studies like shit right?
then what is the point of the gold ..
haix .. never mind .. still going CO anyways ..

next , is about valentines ..
this valentines .. i didn't really enjoy it ? :X
but ya . anyways .. i passed my poa ..
haix . next is the physics .. don't know will drop ban or not ..
haix ..
tomorrow valentines le ..
more of _____ 's day ..
haha
then ya .. eh
also is qiyun bday ..
hah
p.s la qiyun .. keep on saying you lying about your bday and stuff ..
hope your not really that upset or anything la ..
ahaha and then someone also receive chocolate ..
then some more say hate them .. haix ..
hah
tomorrow is "finally" a Saturday ,
but then still need go CO ..
hah
a big day for ______ hope he succeeds ...

and ya.. gelien chia ..
hehee
if your reading this ..
i actually want to write what i wanna say de ..
but then i think i wanna try some other way to tell you ?xDD
hope i found a way soon ~!
hhaa

hao ba..
long long time no post so long de liao ..
haha ..
then ya , lastly
HAPPY VALENTINES FOR ALL .. :]

monday , january 19, 2009

2009-01-19T03:56:00.000-08:00

hey guys .. :]
keep the smiles UP!
haha ...

hmmm blog seems dead .. so decided to update abit ..
haha , just abit ..
which is ..
life sucks ..
my life sucks ..
nothing seems to go right ..
not in the way i want ...
this sucks ...
i really wanna have a better life ..
please ..
haix .. don't know what to do le la ..
update next time ..
bye

tuesday , december 30 , 2008

2008-12-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

ello :]
today was fun , boring and fun .. haha ..
went library with wenpang in the morning :]
doing some 'last-mintue chiong' ;D
its was ok ..
but felt bad leaving him at 12.30
haha ... went "shopping" with melissa , qiyun and her bro
hmm 1st time saw her bro ;D
lol ..
hmm .
ya , all of them got something ,
melissa , qi yun got their bags and stuff ..
qiyun bro got his clothes ..
and me ..
NO POA book ..
what ..
haix .. faster come out leh ..

haha .. don't say i didn't post anything..
byes :D

sunday , december 21 , 2008

2008-12-20T20:10:00.000-08:00

morning everyone :D
haha .. hmmm .. since this morning nothing much to post yet ..
so ..
this post would be a late post
about the evg band concert :)
hmmm it would awesome :]
haha , wish i could perform like they do ;D
but ya ..
hmmm other than that ..
nothing le ba ..
hmm
last thing,
jie , you promiss le hor ..
jiayous for you O's ;DD
hao , nothing to post le ..

thursday , december 18, 2008

2008-12-18T06:17:00.000-08:00

hey .. don't say i didn't post ans stuff ..

on today , THURSDAY , DECEMBER 18 , 2008
SUCKS !!!!!

Friday , december 12 , 2008

2008-12-12T01:40:00.000-08:00

hihii ~!
hmm.. long long time didn't update le ;D
haha .. just came back from the library , haha
to talk about the sec one thingy ;DD
hmm .. make me wonder about new faces next year ;X
not very expecting ..
haha ..
but ya .. the talking was ok ..
except the falling lighht bulbs .. :]

haix . guess thats i've for this update ..
hope for more next time ~ :X

talk to me .. i miss you .. really do .. :]

saturday . november 29 , 2008

2008-11-28T18:37:00.000-08:00

hmmm... yesterday was fun x3
really .. although i didn't have much pics and stuff ..
but ya .. :]
wished it wouldn't have to end ..
too much to say
too lazy to post
x3
bye bye~!

and ya .. i really want the cap ~!

tuesday , 25 november , 2008

2008-11-25T03:26:00.000-08:00

hmmm .. co again today .. its the same SUCKing day ..
haha don't know why i feel that way ..
or isit i don't wanna say ? haha
not really the scolding part today ..
but more of the respect part , from this JL guy ..
not that because that your father or mum having a better job or pay ..
then we should treat you better then others ..
not that because you think your better then others ..
people should just listen to you ..
ya ~! as if i would do that ..
just because your said to be better ..
then i should let you in any way ..
not that i'm begging you for your Fcuking respect ..
but if you would to say that i don't really deserve ..
then i admit ..
ya ..
i'm not very good at dizi and stuff ..
but ya ..
can't get things right ..
but i'm really trying my best to be better lor ..
walao ~!
i don't know la ..
don't want say le ..

bye bye

looking forward to Friday ..
and to the day .. i'm not going co

Saturday, November 22, 2008

2008-11-22T23:15:00.000-08:00

its like yesterday's date but ya .. its a late post ~!
yesterday was nearly wonderful x3
promised bf dudette to meet at 12 in the morning :D
but ya was late .. :]
cause met qiyun jie at causeway point ~
x] then need erhem ~!
so ya .. reach near 2 :D
ci chat ci chat ~ few hours
but ya .. the few hours are the best hours of the day x]
:D
and ya pics on one of the best gifts which i could receive from my bf dudette ~!

hmmm .. what might be inside ? :3

although its very messy and stuff but i'm telling you ~!
its the best gift i would ever want ~! :]
not editing ~!
not copying ~!
cause its mine x3

bye ~!
its was fun yesterday
when will you really stay and not go ?
can you don't go ? :3

2008-11-22T04:13:00.000-08:00

NOTE: will be posting today's activity tomorrow .. cause of photos and stuff ~!
just take note :D

friday , november 21 , 2008

2008-11-21T04:08:00.000-08:00

hihi ~!
haha .. hmmm today was .. eh er ..
not so boring i guess :]
but still it still suck abit x)
cause .. i found out , i was stupid :X
haix .. cannot force me ma ..
i stupid my problem lor ..
if the sec ones are better then ...
at most i empty another sit in this section ..
not need keep on telling me that i'm not better then the sec ones
i hate it ..
really hate it ..
but ya .. if i'm not better .. i WILL prove to you that i would be better then them
you just wait !!

and ya .. after co ..
when to watch movie with yongji , jiahui , vivan , constance , desmond :]
it was the second time i watched it ..
and i almost fell asleep xD
haha
but ya .. kana scolding ~ after that xD
but .. it was fine ba ..
haha .. i don't know la ..

then ya .. whats happening tomorrow ?!
my little sis's 'dance concert'
or isit more of a 'little kids graduation concert' :D
but i'll bet my sis would be cute dancing :D
lol can't wait xDD
and then meeting BF DUDETTE GELIEN
haha .. :]

guess thats all ~!
hmmm today's post is long eh ~! bye bye

wednesday , November 19 , 2008

2008-11-19T03:18:00.000-08:00

TODAY ~! sucks ..
i seriously don't like it ...
first , Qi yun jie .. quarrel with '....'
then what ? spammers spam jiahui blog again ..
then what , work's bored like hell ..
got scolded by papa ..
nothing is going right today ..
....
i don't know la ... just hope tomorrow better ...

listen to music:
我还想她 - 林俊杰

tuesday , November 18, 2008

2008-11-17T19:52:00.000-08:00

hmmm , long long time no update le ...
haha , did many thing this few days ?
hmm .. on sunday , talk to bf gelien for hours .. ;D
it was fun .. x] luck i didn't have webcam .. :DD
hmmm .. sry bf , don't think will buy you anything this time ..
maybe the next time when i got chance ?
hmmm , don't know why today really feel like reading ...
lol, don't know why ..
hmmm ...
found a nice nice mv by jason mraz
haha .. actualy found it already le ..
just talk about it today
maybe wanna take a look ? ;D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTUfx2p69zY&feature=related

hao ba guess thats all about it today :]
smiles;]

saturday , november 08, 2008

2008-11-08T01:29:00.000-08:00

Today was as boring as always ..
bored ..
when Gym , then swimming ...
then eat ..
haha ..
emotions run wild ..
thinking of stuff which i ain't suppose to think about ..
wanna cry ...
don't know ..
hmmm going malaysia soon le ...
bye bye ..
haha ..
i very tired ..

please hold me tight ..
i'm losing you ..
would you be like...

mood: edge of breaking down
listening : i wanted you

Friday , November 07 , 2008

2008-11-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

haven been updating recently ..
cannot say very busy ,
also can't say lazy .. ;]
so not going to say any about this .. :)
haha ..
hmmm wanna abit of change ..
so changed my blogskin ..
haha ..
wanted to say somethings .. but not gonna to x]
...
going to go out soon ..
not very long , :]
maybe that's it ba ..

feeling , emotions ... : really tired , confuse .. really
listening : Damaged

Monday , october 27 , 2008

2008-10-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

just for updating ~ haha:D

Tagged by melissa to do the quiz :D

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
yes.

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
not sure .. maybe ?

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
how do i put it ..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
think when i got them .. hah :D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's state?
Not going to happen ~

6. If you have to choose one person between ur girlfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
i would confirm choose my mum ;]

7.What is the thing tat you desire now?
too many .. haha :]

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hmmm .. don't think about it lor .. what to do ? xD

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
cooking for my love ones ;D (when i can really cook xD)

10. What makes you angry?
when you lie ...

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
hmmm .. working ?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
family and friends

13. What is the most important thing in life?
HAPPINESS

14. What is more important? Family or Career?
family ;D

15. What is your favourite colour?
black ??

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
****************

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i will follow my heart.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
depend on the situation and the person ~ most probally will la ;D

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
don't know ~

20. 5 people I have tagged:
bernard c:
qiyun ;]
gelien :D
jiahui :]
pauline ;D

Monday , October 13, 2008

2008-10-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

today got back results le !! haha :]
but i don't really wish i got them back ..
for some reasons ? lolz
ok la .. not really a 'full-time' bad day actually ...
got 74.5 for my maths xD wooohooo~
hehe ..
actually didn't expect to even get near this nmbers ?
but ya .. surprised myself ..
and drew something ... haha ..
hmmm and .. got DnT paper today .. not bad i suppose ? 33 over 50 ..
hai hao la .. :]
hmmm .. that was the happy part ..
when the round round man came in ..
thats when our mood change ..
it was when he open his mouth and said,
"whole class only 4 people pass .. "
waa , i mean you not pulling my leg right ? you better be ..
but ya .. only 4 people pass the thingy ?
and he said want to help us .. and we need to go do the paper ..
also don't know what lia de ...
but ya .. thats about class and stuff ..

but next is about her lor .. :]
sorry about today la ..
it wouldn't happen again de ..
sorry la ~

thursday , october 09 , 2008

2008-10-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

hello , hmm EOY finish le ..
but cannot go out too much .. but i try !! ;]
cause leg swollen .. sick sick ~
hmmm .. holiday quickly come !!
i wanna work by then ~ haha

byes .. ;]
short post

2008-10-03T00:01:00.000-07:00

just to entertain those who request ..
update
update
update
update
and update
thats all ..
i'm tired ...
after exams la .. :]

2008-09-12T22:11:00.000-07:00

Tagged by jiahui to do the quiz :]
1)Your relationship with him/her is Junior and senior. And friends? Lol
2)Your five impression of her/him: Hmmm.. don't know .. xD
3)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you : Omg .. did she ? guess not .. xD
4) The most memorable thing she had said to you: hmm .. guess not again ..
5) If he/she becomes your lover you will: hmmm ....
6)If he/she becomes your lover the thing she have to improve on will be: hmmm ?!
7) If she becomes your enemy you will: hope not ba ..
8) If he/she becomes your enemy the reason will be: i hope don't have la ..
9) The most desired thing you wanna do for him or her now is: don't know ~
10) Your overall impression of her/him is: would be a good friend ?
11)How do you think people and you would feel about you: stupid ..
12) The characters that you like about yourself: don't know ~~ x]
13) On the contrary the characters you hate about urself: ... too many ~ xD
14) The most ideal person you wanna be with is: ...
15) For ppl who care and likes you, you want to say... thanks alot !!
Pass this quiz to 10-20 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
can don't want ? haha ..

tuesday , september 09,2008

2008-09-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

haha , today .. sian ah !!!
mr ** *** .. his a old pervert !!!
only scold me , a boy !!
arh !! hate him !!
some many people change sits ..
only scold me !!! arh !!
nvm ..

today during co also .. damm .. arh!!
today very "ARH!!"
haha :D
but then .. its another day going over le ..
lolz :P

nvm , tomorrow another day ..
ciaoz !

monday , september 08, 2008

2008-09-05T19:24:00.000-07:00

haiix ..
school start le .. haha ..
nvm .. it was ok ..
anyways ..
Announcement!!
i wanna be friends with *cough cough* ..
don't think i would be any guy with the title "good guy" ..
haha so .. i don't want to waste her time la !!
i want enjoy time with friends !!!
so .. agnes !! i wanna be friends with you ..
haha until i know how to talk to you like normal people ~
lolz !!
but then ya ..

thats all ba ..
bye ! :DD

p.s this post is on monday , september 08, 2008

tuesday , september 02 , 2008

2008-09-02T08:33:00.000-07:00

hey boys , girls ..
men , women ..
uncle , auntie ..
grandpa , grandmothers ..
anyone who's even taking a glace ..
if you know anything about *cough cough*
please .. please .. please ... please ... please ...
stop talking about it le .. cause i still wanna be friends with her ~
*don't make me friends also cannot be leh *

ok ..
today so nice sia ..
today Agnes birthday ..
so lets sing a song ~
*happy birthday to you ~
*happy birthday to you ~
*happy birthday to Agnes ~
*happy birthday to you !!! *
*claps* *claps**claps**claps*
lolz !! ...
happy 14th birthday to Agnes .. haha ..
sorry no present ~!!!

ok .. bye guys ~

saturday , august 23 , 2008

2008-08-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

yea , finally something to write about ... :]
not really a happy thing but .. at least a something to write about ..
today is like a ncc school captain ball competition ..
then ya ... we won .. met some new friends ..
ya fun .. :]
now .. bad part .. (didn't mean that it sux or anything .. )
a broken finger .. kana hit by ball ..
mouth pain .. kana by hand ..
'spoiled' leg .. kinda fall ..
:]
it isn't that bad as it sounds la :DD
but still *ouch ouch ouch .. * x]

i'm still waiting ..

wednesday , august 13 , 2008

2008-08-13T02:19:00.000-07:00

EMERGENCY !!
MUST TAKE NOTE !!!
what ever thing , photo picture about me ..
is fake !!!! even if its real ..
its pretend de ..
cause i let limmin take de ..
then before that Xue qi help me wipe my mouth le ..
:D

btw ..
anything you see in limmin or bernard chee's blog ..
the photo la .. is not me hor ..

also just wanna say ...

happy birthday hannah !! :D

saturday , august 09 , 2008

2008-08-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

hey guys , girls ... life's wonderful since that day !! x]
yea .. Friday NDP i didn't 'cock' up and its like the best day !!
wow .. then also watch "money not enough" xP
with 2 couples .. (they know who they are ) :DD
hmm the movie very touching sia .. someone even cried .. xD
hmm anyways ... really wish to be GOH of NDP !!
so cool sia ..
o ya .. yes !! finally know how to solve 2 layer of the cube .. :]

hmmm , just hope that everyday would be like this ..
just hope i can pretend for a long long time !!
thats all folks !

thursday , august 7 , 2008

2008-08-07T04:27:00.000-07:00

yo ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls ..
just a note to say that this blog is not dead yet ..
another note to you saying .. bye bye ~~
我想过了,我不用再等待了,因为现在的是事实,是永远不会改变的.
haha ..

yea .. tomorrow got ndp !
although we got scolding ..
but i know that NCC will always be the best !!
wooohoooo ...
good luck guys !
good luck every one in NDP tomorrow !

friday , july 25 , 2008

2008-07-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

starting to hate my ez.link card .. or even my wallet !!!
my card is spoiled !! don't know how >=[
maybe my wallet problem ..
or maybe butt to heavy .. :X
but anyways .. still need to spend $20+ .. T.T
haiix !!!!
hmm today also go to gift a name with dar to buy catherine de bday present ...
haha ..
hope you like it cat !!
but then its like got cancer ..
cause his hair droping ..
haha ..
baby .. i really enjoy spending time with you ..

tuesday , july 22 , 2008

2008-07-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

yea .. today .. happy that friends in co recommend me in co !! to be sectional leader !!
yea :D
but then ya .. still need .. to call ppl ... and etc ..
but then still don't know if teacher can accept me or not .. xD
haha. .. but then today .. ya .. quiet good ..
ate sonia's cooking of jelly's ..
it was fine ...
except the part .. it didn't have any taste ...
but then ya .. it was quiet good ..

haha ..
but girl .. i didn't know what to say ..
when with you ..
... sorry if i'm not a entertainer ..
sorry if i'm not a very good boyfriend ..
sorry that i wouldn't make you smile ..

haiix ...
烦啊...

friday , july 18 , 2008

2008-07-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

today ... nothing much ..
haha ..
what have happen .. i also don't want remember .. nor did you notice .. (i guess)
hmm ya .. tried ...
very tried ..
but .. i still love you dear ..
arh .. write untill here ba ..
tomorrow still going swimming

sunday , july 13 , 2008

2008-07-12T19:45:00.000-07:00

yea yesterday ...
saw pauline yap jie jie !!!!!!
not much what i expected ...
but wow !!
wow wow wow wow !!!

second yea ~
evg got gold ..
although i'm not in band .. but i'm happy for everyone in band ...
congratz!! 3 cheerss for evg winds !! xD
hmm after that .. we sat on the evg band de bus home .. (back school)
on the way .. couples got crazy xDD
and still wish that the bus wouldn't reach school ..
hmm then went bernard house ... for band ppl to change ..
then hmm go makan ..
then on the way .. saw a beautifu sunset with you ~

after makan .. want to go bernard house
on the way he xiang was on phone ... wow
another day with a he xiang you don't see everyday .. xDD
then kinda bully hexiang ...
but then parents went pass me !!
ouch ~

hmm my blog the date wrong wrong de..
so don't care ba
is like a day slower !
its another sunday .. tomorrow school ..
just hope i don't die .. x]

dear girl ,
you asked me that question ..
i said i rather not choose cause ..
i never really think about it ..
as .. i want to take each and ever step with you ..
don't care what obstacles ..
just wish to pass them with you

saturday , july 12, 2008

2008-07-11T16:38:00.000-07:00

yo guys , gals !!
long time to update/post ..

hmm lets see what has happen ....
hmm o ya ..
yesterday got IMT test/shoot ...
backpain ... T.T
haha ... then should have passed one ... but
they say got error !!!

arh~~
but then during recess ~
gave sonia de gift !!
hope you like it !!
then hmm got see you in my class ...
then things happen to quickly ... xP
that moment .. just by thinking of it make me go crazy !
but girl i want you to know that i love you ..
and i really do ..

haiix now talk about today .. which is just now ..
mummy don't believe i'm going NBC at 9am ...
but then also very tired ..
then i really wanted to see pauline in action xD
but i guess i don't have the luck ...
but then things still ar not so bad ...
i'm still able to go there at 12.30 ..
pauline jie , i'm sorry that i couldn't see you perform ..
arh~ you didn't even reply my message !!
don't know if your angry ... hope not ..

ok la .. write untill here can liao la ..
bye guys !

monday , july 07 , 2008

2008-07-05T18:38:00.000-07:00

today is a youth day ...
hmmm not really use to not going schools on Monday ..
haha .. nvm .. hmm so~ happy yesterday night ..
pei dar on phone till 1am + xDD
hope that we don't need to hang the phone .. xp
hmmm but then also cannot sleep .. cause cough until very li hai
then still manage to sleep for a while till 5am +
then still there .. wait for mummy they all wake up ..
then bring me go see doctor i very good boy le right ? ;]
then ate something to eat medicine ...
hmm .. then maybe thats everything till now ...

is this love ? cause i'm loving it !!

thursday , july 03, 2008

2008-07-03T03:23:00.000-07:00

yo guys ...
yesterday celebrated NCC .. haha ..
wore full U to tuition .. xDD !
hmm forget about yesterday liao ..

lets talk about today !
hmmm , study in school ..
and wow watch "cartoon" in science class ..
but then head and eye lids are very heavy ..
maybe tired .. ><>then one of your classmates said that i was your brother .. lolx
then when to your house .. to let you put down books and stuff
then went to my place .. ><

then went cause way together..

but then before that i ask if you want to eat anything ..
then you when to buy the stuff ..
wanted to pay for you .. but cannot ..

i'm useless i know ..
i really wanna do something to make you happy ..
to see you smiling at me ..

then went cause way .. we walk walk ..
kinda wish that it wouldn't end ..
although walking with noodles leggs ..
i really enjoy spending time with you ~
really ..

but then you wouldn't let me hold your hand ...
maybe its because of the uselessness in me ..
i don't want this to happen ..
i want everything to be like last time ..
i want to love you ..
and wish that you would love me back ..

saturday , June 28 , 2008

2008-06-28T19:55:00.000-07:00

yea .. its another day ... lets talk about yesterday 1st ...
hmm after that post ...
i asked sonia for ...
and kinda no love ...
muahahaha ~ life still goes on ..
haha don't know say how many times le ..
ok then er still went to mum's friend de condo .. wow
its amazing ..
haha .. wish i had one .. =p
then erm .. ya went home late ..

and later going to have tuition and dinner !!
with justin and emily with us .. tuition friends ..
wow .. wonder why would justin treat us to dinner ? xD
nvm i would know later ..
bye for now ..

saturday , june 28 , 2008

2008-06-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

yox ! today go school listen teacher talk talk..
haha .. then help bernard ask if sec 3 na can take music as a end of year subject.. .
haha .. abit stage fright .. cause everyones looking
then i said "er , i'm yapsaijie from 3 dynamic , i wanna know if sec 3 na can .. "
haha so ps >.<
arh ~ help Bernard ask also so~ ps ..
cat also got tell me something today ..
that i found out that its all my fault ..
haha .. i'm so laggy ...
cause ... i went teary after awhile .. (shh~)
haha then went cause way .. wanted to eat mac.. but then ate at foodcourt
not nice de .. hehe .. but then still finish ..
brought bernard the bottle .. and ya ..
walk walk somemore ..
talk talk ..
laugh laugh ..
then ya .. i got hipcups ..
stomach pain .. then i wanted to go buy drink ..
bernard they all also don't want accompany .. so went to buy with wenpang and then go home ....
arh~ ... started to miss those days ..
after listening to cat .. .. its all my fault ..
i want another chance ... so i wouldn't let you be alone again
so i can spent my life with you .. by your side ..
i wouldn't think so much after that ..
wouldn't make you sick and tired again ..
i just want you to know that .. i found my self loving you .. .
even though i'm not there .. although i'm not looking at you ..
you're in my mind all the time ..
the items you gave me ... i can't bear to throw them away..
the promisses ... keep on running thought my mind ..
the days we spend .. make me miss them like hell ...
maybe thats all for today guys ..
bye

Tuesday , june 24, 2008

2008-06-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

schools have started .. and it SUCKS !!
haiix.. as per normal ba today ..
late in fetching ...
got scolding ... :]
still taking it .. but then is my fault still ...
haiix .. for how long can i take it ?
haha got co today ... hmm .. quiet ok ba ..
still need jiayou ~ xD
haiix haiix ..
don't call me cute .. cause i'm not ... =x
i think thats all le la ...
byes ..

2008-06-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

It's undeniable
That we should be together
It's unbelievable
How I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know
If you don't know just how I feel
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time
Time will reveal
Yeah...
Chorus:
One - you're like a dream come true
Two - just wanna be with you
Three - Girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four - repeat steps one through three
Five - make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one...
yeah...
So Incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional
Once you know what it's all about, babe
And undesirable
For us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
(Chorus)
One - you're like a dream come true
Two - just wanna be with you
Three - Girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four - repeat steps one through three
Five - make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one...
Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time...
(Chorus)
One - you're like a dream come true
Two - just wanna be with you
Three - Girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four - repeat steps one through three
Five - make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one...

Back at One - Brian McKnight

thursday , june 12 , 2008

2008-06-11T21:23:00.000-07:00

arh~ holidays are coming to an end .. T.T
bored ..
hmm lets see what have happen recently ...
o ya ..
one freako .. or someone being very friendly ..
sms me asking if i remember her .. wtf .. ofcouse i don't remember her .. xDD
haix.. scare the shit out of me.. :D
lolz =p
thanks to jie .. pauline jie .. :D
not so scared le la .. lolz .. xDD

haix .. :"[
it has been 13 days .. 13days...
should i give up ??
or
should i not ??
have i regreted ??
arh .. can't cry ..

na nvm .. life still goes on .. >.< yea brought new shoes/slippers .. more of slippers la .. haha .. new T .. lolz ... thanks mum !! you rock .. haha .. hmm .. don't know when i want to do chinese project ... =p see how ba .. thats all ... bye ..

its another lonely day with out you ...

saturday , june 07 , 2008

2008-06-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

finally ..wanna post le .. but still don't know what to write about .. T.T

I'm still living ... breathing ... survived

If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

sunday , june 01 , 2008

2008-05-31T19:59:00.000-07:00

on friday , may 30 , 2008 , 9.43 pm .. our story came to the last chapter and ended ...
what happen to the promisses .. ?
nvm .. maybe girls are like that ... arh ...
nvm listen to nice song .. heres one !!

wednesday , may 28 , 2008

2008-05-28T03:54:00.000-07:00

yea . back from Malaysia ...
hmmm how would i describe my trip in Malaysia ?

one big headache with my relatives
ten meals aday (making me so fat .. ><)
hundreds needles poke into me .. sucking my blood (mosquitos .. )
thousands of fun and laughes !! :D
million of misses to you know who !!! xDD
haha, would that do ? :D
also wanna say that i miss dar dar very much .. :p
thinking of her every second when i'm free .. :DD

but still wish that she would pay abit more attention to me like how it use to ..

haha

but also abit upset about this trip ..
went to genting and ahma house ..

didn't have time with you !!
cries .. T.T
but late messages ..
i love you
我爱你

saya cinta awak

our time >.<

sunday , may 25 , 2008

2008-05-25T02:57:00.000-07:00

arh~ what the ..
lolz nothing actually ..
haix .. going to go le .. now 5.46 PM ..
going to go Malaysia le ..
can't you just even say bye bye to me ? T.T
haix ... but mostly hope dardar de fever can come down *pray pray pray*
... just don't fall sick again ...
yup also .. today ..
i'm not going to think about it anymore ..
its pointless ...
cause even i do ..
how much difference could it make ? :D right ?!
yup .. even how much you would cry ..
the spilled milk wouldn't go back into the cup right ? xD
even how much you wish something that will NEVER happen ..
its never gonna happen ... :D
so yup .. .. .. ..
i should be happy with the things i have now ...
like my dardar Sonia .. xD
yup .. even Sonia you're reading this post ...
i want you to know that I'm happy ..
in fact ..
very happy that your by my side ..
sorry that i couldn't be with you on the 27 of may 2008 , 8.31 pm ...
i would wish , think of you at that time de !! xD
how i wish that your text message would reach me by now ...
saying bye bye . i will miss you !! xDD
but ya .. i will miss you when i'm i'm in malaysia. .. gtg ... T.T

wednesday, may 21 , 2008

2008-05-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

why ain't second chances granted...
why ain't happiness here when you want them
why ain't happiness notice when their there ?
why ain't i given a second chance ?
why why why ?!
why did i go on the wrong road in the first place ?
why do i have to regret and cry now ?
why why why ?!

o nvm what have been done its done !
its over ....

thursday , may 15 , 2008

2008-05-15T02:14:00.000-07:00

hihi ! :]
bored .. waa today .. found out that...有读书比没又有读书还要累 ..
haha xD
tired .. today mr 'fa toe' talk about english .. then ..
eye lid close ..
head fell !! xD
hmmm then notice dardar sms .. haha ..
thought she suddenly will wait for me after school :D
but then as expected ! muahahah :D
she is sitting around with her friends .. lol x]
haha ..

hmm maybe she like her friends more ba .. =X

anyone got any idea of what to give
what , how to plan for my 2nd month ? lols !! xD
any i dea ?
hehe >.<
so sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad
:''[
[tell me that you really love me ]
but .. i wouldn't hear that .. even i do ... it wouldn't be real .. T.T
arh~ thats should be all for today ...

2008-05-15T01:50:00.000-07:00

1. What will i focused on most of the time?
- nothing much ..
2. What do you want the most now?
- money ? =P her love ? x]
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
- me and myself
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- nope ... everything ... just fail to go as plan..
5. If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
- at this time .. not sure.. XD
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
- no .. after rain .. there will be more rain .. T.T
7. What is your goal for this year?
- good results & more... :D
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Don't dare to believe .. x] (disapointed .. )
9. What feeling do you like the most?
- not sure wor.. :]
10. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
- just love me and i would love you back ! ;]
11. What feelings you hate the most?
- when you just dump me aside and walk away ...
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
- ya sure .. of couse !! xD
13. Do you believe in god?
- guess so .. xD
14. What do you think is the most important of your life?
- her .. friends & my family
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- friends & you ..
16. Who is your best friend?
- bernard Chee , melissa , yongji , hannah , he xiang , qi yun , wen pang .. lots lots more ! xD
17. Who cares for you the most?
- family and sometimes friends
18. Do you think ''love'' is stupid?
- sometimes ...
19. Who do i hate the most?
- one & only girl. Only the AG members know. :D
20. Do you cry in the middle of the night .. just thinking of her/him ?
- maybe so .. maybe not ? xP

Randomly remove one question from above , and add in your own question , make it a total of 20 questions, tag 8 peoples in your list , list them out at th end of this post , notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people
- melissa
- qi yun
- bernard
- hannah
- kenny
- audrey
- pauline
not enough ppl .. xD

sunday , may 11, 2008

2008-05-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

muahahaha ! finally another sunday .. hais. .. another sunday ..
but lucky ..
tomorrow marking day ...
haha :D
hmm lets see today .. spend time with dardar !!!
yea .. lolz.. :]
a pic .. haha .,.

(took with out permission .. >.<)
arh~ tomorrow so free .. also don't know what to do ..
haha today then i notice that time flys !!!
quiet fast going 2nd month le !!
but if you notice the time .. you would feel that .. its going very slowly ... haha .. .2 more weeks to 2nd month...
jiayou ...
bye bye
smiles :]...

thursday , may 08 , 2008

2008-05-08T02:39:00.000-07:00

arh~ exams .. today home econ .. scared that i would fail ..
tired. .. haha .. finish exam paper.. sleep .. waa
time flys .. sleep awhile then teacher wanna collect paper from me .. haha
just woke up then blur blur ~~ haha
just hope that i could pass ...
then go see dentist ...
she said wait a hour then my turn ..
i go out wait .. then
a hour pass..
she said that i need to wait another hour .. waa sian diao ..
haha.. then made appointment tomorrow after exams .. i'm the 1st one ... haha...
yea ..
haha... go melissa's house .. hmm nice sia ...
learn abit piano ...
lolz .. guess thats all ..
bye bye ... :]

monday, may 05 ,2008

2008-05-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

exams exams exams ...
geo exam think not enough time ...

guess thats all ... bye bye ..
smiles :]

sunday , april 20, 2008

2008-04-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

- update - :]

bye .. :]

tuesday, 08 april . 2008

2008-04-08T04:44:00.000-07:00

finally .. internet problem solve .. can go what ever website i wish .. .
tired.. just almost recover from my fever. .. haha ..
tired. .. now.. blur .. sian diao sia ... how many years ? o.0 ... for how long le ?
why .. why now ? why now?!?! hate you !
does this thing always happen to me ?
cheated !! bluff !!! lied !!!!

exams coming .. and i must do my best .. look forward .. and
not .. being too native le ...
too tian zhen liaox...
change ...

got to go .. bye

wednesday , 12 march 2008

2008-03-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

yea finally back from malaysia ... though i would not make it back .. hahas
hmmm
finally march is the month i've bean waiting for ..
hehe .. cause is my brithday month .. ^^
12 . 13 . 14 . 15 . 16 . 17 . 18 . 19 . 20 . 21 . 22!!!!
10 more days to go .. too bad it falls on a saturday ....
but also no point larx
cause .. another guys whos brithday is on the 19 ..
will steal all the lime light .. T.T
exams result sucks .. .wanna cry
sian diao ..
got this feeling in side me...
that i'm missing somebody .. but .
just cannot explain the stupid feeling ..
maybe lack of school times .. .at home very sian also ..
hope tomorrow will be a better day .. today .. almost everyday is so sian "

no point living if this continues ...
i need a life .. .
need a place to chill ..
need someone to acompany me ..

misses you ..

wednesday, 12 march 2008

2008-03-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, 29th january 2008

2008-01-29T08:16:00.000-08:00

Today, haha celebrate he xiang birthday abit earlier ... although it didn't when according to plan .
but i was fun experience, today i learn that things like birthday party or anything ..
plans should be plan earlier .. haha. and then things might not go according to plan but we or Bernard ..
should not feel angry , sad or even disappointed as its kinda normal as he only have that few days to think about it and also that
he knew about it in the first place le .. so kinda a "wet blanket" hehe don't know how to put it in a phrase ... haha ,
today Chinese orchestra ... ^^ our teacher played 2 "songs" small parts ... "i take my hat off" ..
haha , my jaw almost drop off ...
haha ...
sadsad also today ..
science test ..
the marks almost destroyed my heart ..
almost break ....
52% only !!! the teacher blind or what ...
hehe ... is i no put in effort so GAMATE !!!
hmm going camp le .. cannot sleep ..
haha now going 12.40am le ... Cries .. haha .. need sleeping pills ... haha
tomorrow camp !! ... jiayou .. i will survive .. ^^
smiles,
that's all for today ..

saturday 6 january 2008

2008-01-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

yea finally Saturday ... finally can rest le ...
hmmm yesterday .. got ncc de test .. although everyone pass .. but our Seniors say that they were disappointed ... cause of our attire... haha need jiayou !!!
waa so many project coming up ..
surely will be very very busy .. nothing much to talk about ..
sian sian sian ...
last thing to note ..
i don't want you to wait .. nor do i want you to waste your time .. so ...

an other busy day ahead ...

monday , january 21 , 2008

2008-01-21T01:48:00.000-08:00

o yea .. time out ... its 5.56 time out !!! finally can have a break .. from quiet a long day .. hmm lets see what have i done the whole of today ... hmm lets see .. firstly .. i go to school as per normal .. i abit more i will be late .. .today .. have physical education .. Chinese lesson .. history ... recess .. then maths lesson .. then finally home economics .. hmm .. today didn't smile for long .. which meant that i cried .... no long ... and jealousy is killing me .. i no longer know whether i love you or not .. i think this stupid !! ... its when i saw that my best friend .. is very very very close to her ... hmm jealousy .. also .. tution .. yea .. finish the work faster then my friend ..^^ yea ..
that should be what i've done today .. thats all ...
bye bye ... maybe ... just maybe tomorrow will be better ...
tomorrow is another day ... ...
boring day ...

saturday , january 19, 2008

2008-01-19T00:38:00.000-08:00

everyone was busy .. tired ... no one free to even to chat with me in msn .. bored ... as nothing much to do with the comp ..

friday, january 18 2008

2008-01-17T22:14:00.000-08:00

today sucks .. evn though i can come home and rest as today dun hav ncc ..
today a blind and stupid girl who donnoe hu is good for her .. nor do she have a heart .. or a brain !!! she is a sucker !! bernard don't care even if other ppl look at him in the book shop when he said that he likes you !! you sucker !!! what answer did you gave him ? haha joking ... what stupid answer curse you !!! ... she got the bloody fucker face to smlie !! she is blind .. she is so stupid ...

wednesday , january 02 , 2008

2008-01-02T02:29:00.000-08:00

yea !! today is the first day of school .. love it !! ^^(even though sit in the hall until the bottom flat le .. ) ... haha .. short form .. leg cramp . ^^ , haha .. today .. is the preparation before the war ... haha ... ^^

-sit in the classroom listening to the commander giving orders upon the following operation ^^
(sit in the classroom listening to the boring old teacher talking about the same old class room rules)

- items , equipment , weapons , bombs .. . ^^ was hand to the army mates ... ^^
(time table , primary school hand books .. and remainders about special dates ... )

-A alarm ... saying to go to the other command post for more instructions ...
(go to Ur CCA's room for the meeting among all your CCA's ) [sad sad i got 3 CCA ... but then i only go two ^^]

then go back classroom lor ...

-the commander once again explain the operation clearly to our fellow army mates ...^^
( teacher once again .. started to nagg ... )

-A ring , saying that .. we are to go home and enjoin our .. "last meal" .. for tomorrow ... ^^
(bell rings !! ... yea .. go home ... ^^ )

but too bad... need go back school for Chinese orchestra , ^^
-when back to command post for a special training...
(Chinese orchestra...)

-finally dismissed ... go home to rest for tomorrow ....
(go home... rest fer tomorrow ...) as...

as tomrrow is the start of a war !!
(tomorrow... work really starts !! , tomorrow.. need perform .. ^^ ... jiayou !! )
that's all for today .. ^^

tomorrow will be better
bye...

tuesday , 18 december 2007

2007-12-18T03:48:00.000-08:00

stomach pain ... lol ...
very pain sia ... dunnoe what to do ...
what ever i had .. ffriends ?
wasnt there when i needed them ?
lol
sian diao ...
7.45 i'm all alone at home ...
haha i couldnt get use to that ...
wwithout the annoying voice or my sis and the nagging or my parents ?
haha i will die ... lol
i feel that i'm nothing le .. .lol
and ... disappointment again by Bernard !!!
say want go watch the movie "Alvin and the chipmunks" then
now say cannot go le wtf !!
haix
SIAN DIAO

saturday 1 december 2007

2007-12-01T02:36:00.000-08:00

today .. i got fever .. cry .. maybe is Bernard's fault .. he came to my place .. then play my comp .. then i got fever .. all his fault .. bored * wish can go back to school NOW !! so bored .. so long never hear teacher barking ... haven got scolding ... i miss those days .. nothing to say about today ..bye

friday ,16 november 2007

2007-11-16T07:04:00.000-08:00

haix ... girls... haix ... haha ... stupid ... haha everything as per normal today ...
why do ppl have dares now adays ?
some ppl made unnecessary dares ....
which then cause .... problems ?
haha ... I'm a victim to this ...
over excited and extremely happy at 1st .. lol
after i knew the truth ?
shocking ? sad ? disappointed ?
what can i do ?
think that i was dreaming and pinch myself then everything will reset again ?
darn it ! dream on ! wake up !!
too bad I'm not in fairy tales ....
or else everything will be able to happen ...

haix guess thats all ... for today ... just hope tomorrow ?
something better might pop up .. haha
time files ....
1month plus no blog liao lor ...
haha

thursday 18 october 2007

2007-10-18T04:35:00.000-07:00

yea ! finally update le .. haha
tomorrow will sure be a very very busy day le .. Cries
tomorrow .. hmmm lets see .... o ya morning , Chinese orchestra performent then NCC yea !
but stupid lor ... cause wear purple uniform for the chinese orchestra .... haha also excited cause never have a chance to wear the uniform before ......
today .. i had the same feeling ... for u .. lol
haix try to forget it !!! haha
tomorrow NCC need to bring pencil.. omg !!!!
guesee for sure ... ther will be a test !!!!!
no no!!!
why ??
exams finish le .. now coming up to test .. haha
another test is next friday !!
i miss u ...
smiles .. nothing much to write today ..

Friday , 21 september 2007

2007-09-21T08:28:00.000-07:00

stupid , exams ... no much fun ... but also nid to jiayou!!!
i wan come express !!!! leave a space for me !!!!!!1
today .. gelien asked bernard for break up ..why should she do that .. i though if love someone is forever de wad
why is doing this ? poor ~ bernard
yongji .. dunnoe .. hope he could feel the lips of joey .. some day .. lol haha jiayou yongji

just now .. kinda just now .. went to MELISSA's houes !!!!! just to give her the stupid score ... (cannon in D )
today .. also got the idea of when secondary 2 go work .. so i can have my dream come true by learning piano .. not so much of a dream ..
only because that parents dun let me learn .. T.T .. maybe bernard could work with me .. so i would not be so lonely ... maybe .. hehe

i also wan to be a photographer !!!! hehe ... so many dreams ...
so that i could take photo about things ... (not PORN) !!!
sian diao .. stupid girl .. i still could nt forget you ......
all your fault !!!! lolz

and also .. stupid stella chee .. wa lao .. kana ......
touch here , touch there ... stupid ..
also saw , girl ? walk cat walk .. like shit ....

yea ... nothing much .. liao ..
nitez .. hope got more more ppl to cc miie blog .. and then wouldnt be so empty ...
I still Love u ..
nitez

saturday, 1 september 2007

2007-08-31T23:18:00.000-07:00

just watch a rat movie ... quiet nice .. but then ... haix why can't i forget about you ??
even u would give me another chance ... i know that we wouldn't have any happiness together ..
as i'm not good enough for you .. nor do u have true feelings for me
haix i could not stand this anymore .. i might exploit one day if this continues.....
my heart hurts, i bear my tears when i see u hanging out with other boys
why am i waiting for ? you ? a chance ?

why did i chose to go for it if i knew that this day will come ?
why did u accpect it even knowing that it would hurt me this day .. on the 29/8/07

I wanna cry .. out loud with no one hearing me ....
now i finally realise no love would last forever ..
that it isn't easy to let go ...
now i would have to pretent i don't care at all ..
i no more believe in dreams, love, foreverness

i want to scream to you ,"YOU FUCKING GIRL , DO U KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU ?!?!?!?!?!?!"

tuesday 28 august 2007

2007-08-28T02:19:00.000-07:00

i dunnoe what to say about to day .. wanna cry and angry ...

monday, 20 august 2007

2007-08-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

maybe meeting you was a mistake ...
to love you must still be a mistake ..
thinking of u , maybe really pity me then decide to be with me ..
what do u think abt me ? that i need girls to survive ? maybe u are thinking that i had no feelings ..
or are you thinking that I'm so dam deeply in love with you ?haha .. not now ..
maybe i cannot be like some of my friends whom i know .. who could spend his whole life to wait for a girl ..
maybe some could spend one and a haft year bearing the dam stupid reactions of you .. (really!!)
i just can't do that .. i can't wait for ever like some guys could ..
i think that u don't really love me !? Ur just pitying me !

are you sure u really love me like you once used to ?!
are u also very sure that your parents are the main reason or your reaction to me in school or class ?

or am i the one who are the problems ?
am i the one who never make you feel that your loveable to me ..
so u react this way ??!!

if yes, are you so fucking dam sure ?

or are you just not serious ?
just playing . or just pitying ?
i dunnoe what to do now ..
so confues....

gtg now .. byes

friday 10 august 07

2007-08-10T03:20:00.000-07:00

missing you dearly.. i miss you madly ..
i want to see you in school but I'm afraid that you will not treat me like your boyfriend in school... maybe is you ps .. (paisei)
hope everything would be like how it was before
hope that you will show me care and conern which you once had shown ..
hope that we will last forever ...
i want you to know that i really love you ...
nothing had change from i had once fall in love with you ..
hope to see you home on mon ...

hope to hold your hand on mon ..
hope to know that you care for me on mon ...
bye for now .

wednesday 8 august 2007

2007-08-07T22:29:00.000-07:00

DO you know that im also a fucking human that i also have feelings ?
i wonder if im really your boy ..

3 august 2007

2007-08-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

maybe im thinking too much ... or maybe is just you ......
just want to say that if you don't want ... there no damm fucking need to lie ~!!!!
im thinking what reason to make you like me ....
and nor i have the answer of why i fall in love with you !!!!

i just want to know ....... how you want to love me ...
i want to be the once to be.
i want to spend happy times with you !

friday , 13 july 2007

2007-07-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

thinking of it ...maybe .... to wait might be better ... but then .. maybe .. its not really your problem .. that im usually mad at you .... im saying this because i heard that someone had ask you for your msn ... maybe ... he likes you ... nobody knows... nothing is imposible ...
maybe one day ... i might be sitting at a corner ... and you ... kissing and hugging with him at the main street .... haha .. nothing is imposible ...

ok .. back to what m i saying just now ....
im mad just because ... i just can't sand seeing you .. with boys ... maybe jealousy ... maybe .. feeling hopeless ....
haha .. talk so much also no much use... (like talking to myself ... sadsad)

if you are looking at this entry ...
hope you understand how i felt at such times ...

if you don't really understand ... its just mean
im quite hurted by you when im with you some times ... you hurt me ... so time.. but i still don't give it a dam ...
but .. one thing for sure .. i will not like another girl "after" you ...
but then even you don't have that fucking feeling for me .. i don't care....
cause .. force will ever have feelings ..

I'm hurt when you are with other boys .. i feel hopeless ...
and want to know if you treat me like your boyfriend ma ....
cause you like rather talk to the other boys then me ...

i hate it !!!
its so painful to think of someone you love ...

i wonder if you are doing the same .. cause .. they say ..friends
say that you don't look like my girlfriend ...
like no feelings for me ..
like don't like me ....
i don't care .. cause i believe that we are really in love with each other .. believe each other .....
could spend happiness together....
but, i think no ..
you didn't trust me ...
making us break up for 2 months ...
total sadness for 2months ... for me ...
i don't know about you ..
you might not even care !!!

you think that this is kinda like a game ....

writing with tears ...
bye *

sunday 24 june 2007

2007-06-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

haha.... nv though that i would change much ....
always carry a smile .. with mi ... but now ... still got a smile there ... but its hanging upside down ......
nv thinking that i will ever fell in love with a girl whom i once think its stupid ......
nv think that i will ever cry for another girl ... there i am ... falling in love with you .... haha .. stupid
but then .. just want to be special to you .... trying everything to be more special ....
instead of getting more attention....
got .. i dunnoe ...
thinking too much .. lol ..one of it ...
jealousy ..... for nothing ...

just wan to smile with you again .. once again and forever ....
i really dont want you to avoid me ...
i just wan you to know that ... i really miss you ...
i really really want to be with you forever ...
i never want to fell for another girl anymore... then you ....
i just wan you to belive me and ...

thursday , 21 june 2007

2007-06-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

finally....
might cannot say its finally ... today .. everyone leave me .... alone ba....
lol .. sainz
thinking that a frend who leave me ... i hate it ... but ... lol .. found out that ... its nothing ...

wanting to know wether if u still love me..... and are you happy or proud to have mi as ur boyfriend ... today i found out .. that .. a relationship shouldnt be
lyk hiding ... or sercertly ba.. cause .. you chose to love some one ... why sercertlly.... are you afaird ? or anything.... although ...

now is lyk i dunnoe ... but sain .... schools coming ... and i dont know hiow to face you ... the question i had asked ... i just wan to tell the answer to me here ... which is ...im very very happy and proud to have you as my bride when we grew up .. without tearing up ...
i really think too much le.... now untill sick ... haix ... luckly is only small sickness ...

just wan every thing to be the same as normal ... and i just wan you to know that i love you...

monday,28may,07

2007-05-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

i feel that .. without you ...
i had lost the reason to smile ...
lost happiness ....
lost hope ....
lost everything.........
and gain only
misery
sadness
loneliness
....

all i want now is for you to forgive me
and be like last time ....
and i promise ..... i mean swear with my life .....
i will never make angry or sad ever again ....
if i do it again .... i will be struck by a thunder ..... and never survive

and i really dun wan to forgive myself if u don't ....
cause if u don't forgive me .... i dun even know how to forgive myself ....
why cant i just control myself why muz i keep on crying ?

i wan this to end if this is a nightmare ....
i hope tha this is just a bad dream......

can u just forgiv me ?

friday , 25 may 07

2007-05-25T01:30:00.000-07:00

why did i do that ?
i just took the eq and .....
today i saw u .. and i rly think that u r angry with mii ......
why cant i just the perfect boy for you mel .....

that day .. u said abt ... "break lor !" that made mii very sad and ....... i dunnoe ...
then at home ... i just dunnoe wad to do ...

i just wan to say im sorry and i really wan a chance to prove that i can be the perfect boy for you .... would you just forgiv mii and be like how we r last time ? .....

i promiss nt to do it again .......
sorry ...............

friday , 25 may 07

2007-05-25T01:29:00.000-07:00

thursday , 17may 2007

2007-05-17T01:01:00.001-07:00

haiz so fast end everyday ... todae got drama class... haha the teacher funny.... but also get bac results.... i didnt do queit gd... or even gd... haiz nid to study hard liao ....

wad a disapointment today was........ haiz...
thinkin of wad things could happen during the .......
saving money for shoes...
for everything ....
haiz... sadsad... nvm use up "some" $$ to buy things liao .... so

but also hapi todae .....
"

nthing much to say ...

buaii buaii .... haiz

thursday , 17may 2007

2007-05-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

wednesday, 16 may 2007

2007-05-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

yea today .. go to vivo city .... queit exciting ... but also boring ...haiz... hehe....
dunnoe wad to say but .. after today left 19days.... sain sain ....
untill now... i had nv felt so bad ..... i think i kinda jealous someone how is ... queit better then mii i think ..... not really lar... i dunnoe how to say .... the thing is just that .... i jealous him... as i think he will be better then mii ... when his with .... someone .... im not going to say everything... but i kinda hate him liao ... haiz why muz i jealous him ? maybe ... when i saw him with someone .... who im in .... with ..... i dunnoe wad to say but.... i also dunnoe ... lol ....
haiz ... that someone ... had a connection with my sum1 ...... sum1 is the person im in .... with de....
seeing someone and sum1 together laughing ... then somemore... that someone .... kept on giving mii sstupid face.... stupid smlies. ..... i HATE him ...
dunnoe why. ....i really wan to be the best for sum1.....

but seeing someone and sum1 laugh ..... i felt really sad...
although i did not show......

i really feeling lyk killing myself after that.....

this entry might be kinda stupid .... but i really dislyk and alittle HATE ....... i really dun wan all those things ....

sad sad ... dunnnoe wad to do ....
feeling so hopless ....
thinking of wad to do next .....
so .... dunnoe wad to do...

damm tried n miserable..... lol

nvm tomorrow will be a better de day .... cos its speacial

!!!!! thats it !!!!!

2007-05-14T21:23:00.001-07:00

say that you lurve me within 20 days or i nv wan to talk to you ever again !!!!!

thursday 3 may 2007

2007-05-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

sad sad maths teacher leaving us liao ... such a nice teacher !! dunnoe why must all good and wonderful thing come to end .. and why good teachers just had to go/change ... the thing is tt she is only a pratise teacher... but teach untill so damm good sia ... haiz .. stupid papa calling miie to shut down computer !!! so damm iritating !!! buaii buaii got to go liao sadsad

wednesday , 2 may 2007

2007-05-01T23:08:00.000-07:00

today ... english exam sainz sia .... yea i write 522 words on that english composition... but think of it ... write so much also no use ... will make my compo marks more worst .... scared failed.... but tomorrow no exam liao
yea !

tuesday 27 april 2007

2007-04-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

why must we.. be jealous? haiz.. why must you treated me like a normal friend ? why !?!?!?!? so upset today ..... u treated mi like no one .. u nv pay attendtion to me. ... .. i wrote on the paper to u ... "can i send u home to day ?" .. u didnt pay attention to me but ... to tt other guy ..... u dont wan me to sit beside u ... maybe im wrong ... or maybe im right .... u hav no emotions ... u treat me as a normal friend ... nothing speacial .... u can trat other ppl then me better!!! why is that so ? i hav done so much just 4 u ... maybe im think too much ...

monday 16 april 07 .

2007-04-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

today after table tennis ... im thinking on the bus... m i harming u in any way ? u will surelly say no ... haiz .. so sain and sad and tried this days ..wondering where can i improve ... feeling hopeless.... i need help ! i wan someone u say ..you r useless ... cant even make ur own gf happi , cant even help her talk back to tt guy who made her angry ... cant even tell everyone while holding her hand saying loudly ... "SHES MINE !! ALL BOYS DONT TRY NOR DREAM OF HAVING HER !!" cant even ... dont even had the courage .... dont even dare ... im hopeless ... and have to see the fake face of urs .... we r just actors untill now i knew ... very wad leh ... i cannot do things a boyfriend should do ..... haiz very very very very sad ........... many many things change .. we haven been saying good night in sms for i dunnoe how long !! i think i haven send u home for more then one week .... .... we haven saying sweet things to each other for a while .... i think im really nt suitable to be ur "knight" ...i wan to cry out loud !~ i feel very hopeless .... ppl some * say im sweet to u ....... some just take this as a joke ....
haiz very sad ... i wan to sleep .. nthing to say .... why m i feeling this way ?

14 april 07 saturday

2007-04-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

sainx ... so ~ sad this day ... got troubles .. hehe .. i tried to be happy ,tried to hold my tears ... i promissed myself not to cry !! on 23 of may ... i will be trained how to hold a rifer ..~ it exiciting.. but so long ... exams are coming ... heiz why must they have exams ? why cant they just have one one the end of the year ?!?!?! so students could relax ... and no pursure ... hehe ^^ heix... why m i so ~ very sain .. i m wondering if i could carrying on this anymore .. im tired... we haven got sweet time together.. we r just acters in front of each other ... i wan to feel gd with u .. yet we r .. lieing .. i think i cannot take this anymore... i really want to do every single sweet things with u ... i dun wan to act ... i wan to feel gd with u ... i dun wan sadness.... i wan our happiness~~!!!! i dun wan to be alone every second... i wan it to be filled of seconds with u... i wan to feel ur love every second .. i wan to provive u with love every single second we can be together .. if u melissa wong had seen this entry ... please do some thing abt it ... i also wan to something abt it ... i wan to. ... i dun wan to miss u anymore ... i wan u to stick with me .... i wan to hav more courage to prove to u that u have not chose the wrong guy ....

tuesday , 10 april 07

2007-04-10T00:04:00.000-07:00

feeling hopeless/helpless i could not do anything which any boyfriend should do ... im very sad right now ... i cannot do anything .... and we cant really do anything "romanic" together .... i made a promiss to myself .. which is to be with you for almost .. or better
i dun wan to say so much .. AS I WANT TO CRY LIAO !! hope that one day when your parents know this thing about us ... and they accpect me ... hope tt that will hapen !! i wan to stick wih u forever ... and hope that u will also stick with me forever

saturday 7 april...

2007-04-06T21:54:00.000-07:00

NOTE: i think u haven talk or care me 4 the whole yesterday u lied ... i have nthing to say about ... it ... i could cry ... i think u dont care liao ... very sad .. nthing to write to night going far far away to eat satay ..!! dunnoe is gd thing or bad thing ... hope u have fun ... i wouldnt care .. :(

friday , 6 april 07

2007-04-05T21:02:00.002-07:00

yea good friday..... but for me ... is 'bad friday' untill now ... cause ... u haven sent me that sms u said on thursday .... waa i cry liao ... u lie ... wonder if u r having fun now... i bored ... very sain ... o ya yea some good friend of mine de. brithday is coming wonder wad should i buy for her ..... hope u... melissa can acompany to buy 4 her ..... very saiin nothing to write bye!